There are so many things in my daily life that can provide inspiration, but for me the most important things are those things I pick up on my walks. I take photographs as I go and write myself small memos. I collect various small objects such as leaves or stones, but it is often those things that I chance to pick up, with the least thought of using in my work, that in the end prove most valuable. When I work I try not to impose limitations on myself and will use whatever materials or techniques seem appropriate. Although I’m conscious of how important it is to broaden one’s experiences, I also think it is important to simply enjoy making.
The overall impression of a work is often influenced by the characteristics of each stitch. When people think of knitting it is often as something fluffy and warmly familiar, but I prefer to keep this quality to controlled levels. I don’t like things to be overly sweet. I am currently using yarns that are deliberately over spun, and with these I aim to create simple, paired down forms. I am particularly interested in the fragile balance that arises when you make free standing objects using flexible,’ unstill’ materials.
I love White. I’ve used white as my main colour for past ten years or so. Recently, I began to wonder why I like white so much. No doubt white attracts me because of its purity and austerity, but I am beginning to wonder if white is just a cloud that I hide under, obscuring something real inside myself. Perhaps there are colours there that I turn away from, as if I was trying to escape from something. So why do I stick with white when everywhere I look is so flooded with colour? Bit by bit, as I try to observe my surroundings carefully and reflect it in my knitting, colour is starting to appear.
Now I find that as the work develops it’s not so much a question of a dialogue with the work about what is right or wrong for it, so much as a constant self-questioning about the choices I make, looked at from different points of view.
Clearer choices based on solid decisions result in more satisfactory pieces. The process goes on, and I will try to find the answers to these perplexing questions though my making. |