I am almost always drawing 'dresses' on white paper. I draw to push some memories away and I draw to keep and make some sort of record. I find myself confused facing these 'dresses' which I have drawn. Sometimes I repeat the same shapes over and over again and when I start to think about this and wonder 'why?', I feel I might almost faint away.
What am I trying to express? When I start to make a new piece, I usually go through the following processes. I draw "dresses' repeatedly until an image forms and settles down into something which I want to make. Whilst making, I push these elements further. I let myself imagine a world surrounding the 'Dress' and feel something of what lies behind it. 'Dresses' start to talk to me, and I can feel their wordless messages. I feel I am building our own world - the dress and I - which it is impossible to see through the eyes. In order to turn this into something solid, I try to work with speed, following my impulses to try and pin down its force and power.
I have started to look for the possibilities of 'dresses' within their own shapes. My 'Dresses' are not 'clothes'. I no longer feel that the 'Dress' is a vacuum that waits to be filled by a body. I want to let them exist, simply, as dresses.
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